Ambivalence

I remember sitting
And staring into the dark

Nothing surrounds me

Other than the sound of mother nature

The waves hitting on each other

Like two sisters who had a quarrel so bitter

I remember looking

And seeing the stars shine

How far, yet they could twinkle

Their bright light

Contrasting with the dark night

The brief second of peace and calm

I could cherish through a life of storm

I remember feeling 

And saying to myself

Nothing beats nature

She invites and warns

The truth of beauty she teaches

Not too far, my love...

You do not know the dangers of her depth

I remember thinking

This is her power

She makes you fall in love

Leaves you with wishes and imaginations

You never know when you're lost

In your dreams, flooded with thoughts

But in your state of ambivalence

She's the one

Who makes you remember.